Monday Morning Greetings 2024 #40 – Entry Denied!
Dhanurdhara Swami September 30th, 2024
The immigration officer looked up at me sternly, “Your student visa has expired June 10, 2024!”
What!? There must be some misunderstanding. I applied last October for a one-year extension. It has been granted. Look here under visa expiry date. It says 10/6/2024.
“In India, the month is the second digit. That’s June 10th.
I then realized what happened. 10/6/2024 was the expiry date of my passport when I entered the country last year. When I applied for a year extension, they could only extend the visa until the validity of my passport, but because 10/6/2024 coincidentally would have been the date for the usual one-year extension, if the 10 stood for the month of October and the 6 stood for the date of the month, I mistakenly thought I was extended for one year. Evidently, American Airlines made the same mistake and allowed me to board my flight to India with an invalid visa. I pleaded my case to the immigration official who called his superiors. Soon two officials came, took my documents, ushered me into a waiting area for the deportation office and told me I should wait while they made further inquiries. A flood of realizations entered my mind.
Waiting is the Greatest Surrender
Surrender means accepting God’s will. When you are waiting for some crucial decision or information, there is nothing you can do about it. You’re left without even a crumb of the illusion of control or participation in the solution. All you are left with is prayer and God’s will. Waiting is therefore the greatest surrender.
You Can’t Buy a Ticket to Vrindavan
I have been coming to Vrindavan for forty-eight years. I travel economy, but this year I had an upgrade for the first time. I never traveled in such luxury. When things go your way, you tend to think you are controlling your destiny. Boy, was Krishna teaching me a lesson. You can only enter Sri Vrindavan by the mercy of Radha, no matter what class you travel and no matter how many years you have been effortlessly allowed entry.
Krishna is in Control
In one sense I passed the time peacefully. At least, I was determined to be equal-minded about my happiness or distress, confident that Krishna protects His devotee, which means that He does what is best. I didn’t know whether that meant granting me entry or deporting me, but I never felt helpless at the hands of the government. It was clear that it was all in Krishna’s hands and they were just pawns to execute Krishna’s will, which would soon be revealed. Of course, it would be painful never to be able to come to Vrindavan again, but that possibility didn’t seem to be on the table. It was only a matter of having this one entry denied.
Spiritual Life Becomes More Intense in Crisis
My chanting, however, was intense. There was a feeling of density in my meditation, in the sense that I couldn’t afford to be lax and leave space for other thoughts. Why does it take crisis to reveal the abject need to thicken our thoughts and feelings in devotion?
Everything is Krishna’s Mercy
After forty-five minutes, another official came, this one dressed in a suit instead of a uniform. I immediately pleaded my case. He looked bewildered and put me on hold and got on his phone. I just stood next to him waiting to see what came next. The original officials came with a well-dressed representative of American Airlines. They kept the documents and said, “Come with us.” Then one of the officials, the nicer one, said, “We granted you entry. You have a ten-year tourist visa in your passport which is still valid. We will let you in on that. But don’t study at any institution. If you want, while in the country, you can apply to switch it to a student visa, but it may not be accepted, and if it is you may have to pay a financial penalty.”
I decided to stay in India on a tourist visa and no longer be affiliated with the institution named on my student visa. I think it’s a much better situation. There were many rule changes I wasn’t aware of, and in the final analysis in many ways I ended up with a better visa than I had before. So, it’s all Krishna’s mercy.
Entry Granted!
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