```json
{
    "title": "Vrindaban I’m finally settled in",
    "url": "https://wavesofdevotion.com/2001/02/07/vrindaban-im-finally-settled-in/",
    "datePublished": "2001-02-07",
    "dateModified": "2001-02-07",
    "language": "en-US",
    "description": "Vrindaban I'm finally settled in my regular Vrindaban program and I am even happily cooking for myself, but still the energy of leaving soon is unsettling and I am not…",
    "author": "Dhanurdhara Swami",
    "publisher": "Waves of Devotion"
}
```

# Vrindaban I’m finally settled in

Vrindaban

I'm finally settled in my regular Vrindaban program and I am even happily cooking for myself, but still the energy of leaving soon is unsettling and I am not satisfied with the quality of my studies.

An Ayurvedic doctor once told me that a person that lives in the present is in the mode of goodness, a person who lives in the future the mode of passion, and a person who lives in the past the mode of ignorance. It takes me time to settle into the present, which is why I don't like traveling and never did, but it is my duty as a sannyasi and I surrender to my fate.